Goodbye ♥
I’ve got an empty bottle every day, but you didn’t seem to care
And I’ve got 2 more every day, you were wishing I was there
What good is a message in a bottle that doesn’t seem to float?
Will I still be waiting for you when someday calls tomorrow home?
The storm lies in an empty sky and the sun lies in eclipse
And silently the world watches the calm apocalypse
Now I’m standing in the cold rain as it washes you away
Hoping I’m immortal because forever ends today
I know the worst is yet to come, and I know I’ll have to fight
I know sometimes it’s just time to say a long goodbye
But it’s high time I found another way, it’s high time I found somebody new
Cause you weren’t worth the good times, and the bad times weren’t worth you
When someday calls tomorrow home will you still be crying alone?
Will you scream for me or will you even know I’m gone?
Not that it matters now cause nothing can make me stay
I refuse to tie myself to lost love’s corpse as it decays to pain
I hate the love you gave me, and I hate that you took it away
I hate the love I gave you, and I hate the way it fades
I hate the way I hate you, and I hate the way I lie
But now I know it’s my time, it’s my time
I know the worst is yet to come, and I know I’ll have to fight
I know sometimes it’s just time to say a long goodbye
But it’s high time I found another way, it’s high time I found somebody new
Cause you weren’t worth the good times, and the bad times weren’t worth you
I’ve got all the time in the world, with nothing to do but wait
Cause someday comes tomorrow, and forever was yesterday
“First Day of School.
The first day of school. Gross! But it wasn’t too bad. Waking up at 6.00 AM, taking a shower, eating breakfast (which was delicious by the way… I had tofu dessert mixed with fresh raspberries and a bowl of cranberry cereals) and then getting ready, walking to the front door, getting into my car, and then arriving in school. Sometimes it gets on my nerves, because school was quite far from home. Imagine sitting in a car for approximately 45 minutes with nothing much to do. Sick, right?
First class, Performing Arts, which is music class. I’m not really into it. Honestly, isn’t drama better? Well, it is to me. Why? I don’t know. It’s not like it’s the first time I ever had music class, though. I had one of ‘those’ teachers… they think they’re funny… and really, they aren’t. It got annoying after a while and I’d basically go over to my friend’s desk and start talking about something un-related to what our teacher is discussing. I mean I had to; else it would’ve driven me nuts. In math class, there was this boy who sits right in front of me breathing SO loud through his nostrils, the whole time, it was stressing the hell out of me, but it’s alright… I’m kinda used to it by now. Poor him, maybe he has a cold or sinus infection. But sometimes it gets disgusting, because he often snorts, like seriousl
After that, we had recess. Since there’s nothing much going on in the Koi building, Natasha and I rushed over to the Lotus Lounge, expecting to find something edible (you know I didn’t mean it literally), like a slice of pizza, or perhaps some nachos. But no, we didn’t get our share because apparently, some of the kids were too greedy they took 4 slices each. So instead we bought some sandwiches. Mine was filled with chicken and cheese. Usually, my brother’s baby-sitter would come over to my building to give me some homemade turkey sandwich, which was quite appetizing. But today, my parents were not home so, uh, I didn’t really get to eat som
But yeah, in general, it wasn’t too bad for a first day. And I even have to admit… when I woke up this morning, I was kinda happy to know I was going to school. I might sound delusional right now, but I’m sure you’ll miss school once it’s over.
“I’m At The Library Y’all!
Justin: Dude, what’s with the blog title?
and I was like..
Me: Nothing. Just thought it was somewhat funny.
Well, maybe not. But I actually am sitting at my Dad’s library. I think it’s the sixth time I’ve ever walked in here in two years. And whenever I’d come, it would be to fall asleep sitting on the couch. But not today, it’s way too warm here and… I’m not tired! Haha! I just have an hour to waste. And then, lunch time. Haha.
“Wake Me Up and You’ll Die.
Mann, I just woke up and I feel like I’ve been punched on the back of my head. I really hate it when someone or something wakes me up, it feels horrible! It’s like you’re still supposed to be in your dream, but you’re back to real life. So your mind is all messed up, and your head hurts.
Someone was knocking on my door, and it annoys me. I threw my bed covers to the floor, and ran towards the door. When I open it, SURPRISE! It was my maid. I felt like killing her at the moment but decided not to. Hahaha, I’m no murderer. But never mind that. The good news was that my package finally came! What package? Well, it’s just something I bought on JuicyCouture.com. It’s so much fun to buy stuff online, you just find things you don’t find in stores here, and it’s uncomplicated. I bought a red buffalo plaid flannel jacket, which was cute by the way.
Enough bullshit about jackets and such. Last night I finally got to watch Anastasia. THE MOVIE WAS SO GOOD. I think it’s one of the best animated movies I’ve ever seen!
Anyway, thanks for the time, folks!
“Au Revoir, Australia.
It is always a relief to go back home after a vacation, but then there’s always this certain feeling of emptiness that comes with it. You wanna go back home because things are so much easier, and just like you’ve always known them to be, but then you also don’t wanna go back home because that means going back to the same old boring routine. And this is how I feel right now. Oh well…
“ Stay with me, or watch me bleed. I need you just to breath. ”
Secondhand Serenade’s Like A Knife
“A Whole Lot of Something.
Not having school, nor having anything that has something to do with school can seem like the ideal, real nice long vacation 24/7, but really, it isn’t all that fun, especially when most of your friends went overseas when you’re home doing nothing and being bored to death. I haven’t done much for the past 2 weeks, well let’s say up until almost a week ago.
Currently, I’m in Australia. Sydney, technically. There’s nothing much to do. Since my parents are in an important meeting they said they couldn’t miss, and I don’t quite know the whereabouts of my cousins right now. Some vacation, huh?
Since it’s still 02.00 PM at noon, I decided to go for a walk, alone. We stayed at the Four Seasons hotel, so it’s kinda nice. I had one of those rooms… the one with a view of the opera house, which is sort of a nice scenery. I went out and found an outdoor cafe and bought a latte (which was delicious by the way). I also found a bookstore, and decided to buy two of my favorite Australian magazines called Total Girl and Girl Power. After walking for another 5 minutes, I stop by a supermarket to buy some Wonka RedSkins, which is my favorite candy. Too bad, they’re only sold in Australia and New Zealand. Haha. I walked back to the hotel and found out that my parents were already back from work. Man, I was delighted. But I guess I have to pack up already, since it’s my last day here. Going back to Jakarta, gross.
“Guess What?
I just got back from Australia! ♥
“Welcome!
Hey! Welcome to my new Tumblr! I got loads of emails and texts from my friends and family saying how the old blog sucked, and how they wished there was more on it. Well, this day has finally come.
The idea is still pretty fresh, I randomly thought about it yesterday, and decided that I just had to do it. I will update this blog a few times a week with pictures, celebrity news, links, videos, music and more! Well, you got it!
